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Post by thefutureisdark on May 25, 2010 23:47:57 GMT
...but....but SO CUTE!  |
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Post by victorinox on Jun 1, 2010 16:50:26 GMT
I'm going to a doctor.
This is nice, because I may finally find out what's making me tired/irritable/unable to concentrate/a billion other things. I'd really like to be dynamic again. On the other hand, I'm all nervous they're not going to take me seriously. Part of me thinks I'm wasting valuable resources and the time of whoever I'm seeing but dear god am I sick of thinking I'm not worth a service I'm technically paying taxes for. I mean, I'm having a legitimate health problem. That's why we have health care. uuuuuuuuuuuurgh
/breathless monologue
/self defeating thoughts
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Post by Rosie The Red on Jun 1, 2010 23:05:54 GMT
^If you feel like there's something wrong, it's good that you're going to the doctors, even if they are evil and stuff. Even if it turns out nothing is wrong, atleast you'll be sure/know that technically speaking you're okay, and if there is something wrong, you can hopefully get something done about it, which will make you feel better. I hope you're okay!
Today I met up with this friend that I was introduced to on MSN. We just met in Manchester, and walked around aimlessly, then went and sat in Piccadilly Gardens for two hours or something, and just talked. Then wandered some more.
What did make my day: He's so nice. Like, unfairly nice. Completely inexplicably wonderful. And we talked loads, about interesting stuff and pointless stuff and the fountains in Piccadilly Gardens and nothing in particular. I really enjoyed meeting him, and feel my trepidation over what he'd be like/if I'd like him completely irrational.
What possibly didn't make my day: I have no idea if he enjoyed meeting me as much as I enjoyed meeting him. I KNOW I should just ask him, but I'm scared incase he didn't so either he'll tell me and I'll feel bad for wasting 4 hours of his life and sad that I'm such an uninteresting person, or he'll have to lie. Which I'd also feel bad about. Also, even though we talked loads there were these weird silences, which I didn't find awkward after the first half hour of being with him or whatever, but I'm kind of used to silence; I don't mind it; so I think it could well have been awkward for him. I don't know if this is just my paranoia kicking in again.
Damn you paranoia.
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Post by Rhiflect on Jun 1, 2010 23:15:11 GMT
Well if you managed to talk for a whole day then i'd imagine it's reciprocated! I'd just go for it. If he's not liking you equal amounts, then YOU'LL be wasting your time with HIM, not vice versa! You clearly are interesting, and if he says he doesn't like you back, you can either ditch him or keep a friendship going! You're in control, galfreeeeend.
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Post by irrelevant on Jun 1, 2010 23:17:17 GMT
and in the meantime, i'd suggest harnessing that paranoia and using it to fuel an inexorable drive to find the messageboard he's no doubt consulting this very moment and see how he liked it.
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Post by Rosie The Red on Jun 1, 2010 23:38:53 GMT
I love you guys so much. Edit: Quote from the MSN conversation we've just been having: 'It was slightly awkward at some parts, but apart from that, it was great  ' This plus you guys make me feel happy. <3 |
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Post by thornyking on Jun 2, 2010 1:23:47 GMT
Heya, happy to hear that he enjoyed the meeting as well, Rosie! I really doubt he would have stuck around for four hours if he didn't, though.  |
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Post by Rosie The Red on Jun 2, 2010 11:12:46 GMT
^I know, I feel like a fool now for being so paranoid! I just need to be a bit more trusting or something.  |
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Post by wanderer on Jun 4, 2010 11:55:08 GMT
My mum has recently become addicted to auctions and she pursuaded me to put in a bid (via the internet) for a desk and now I have no idea if I've actually got it or not as I slept through the actual auction. :/
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Post by allison on Jun 4, 2010 23:28:00 GMT
on the street i found some rig so that you can ride your bike indoors (you know what i'm talking about?) so i tried it out and i pedalled in place for an hour (well, the duration of an hour long podcast) and it felt good mentally, but then i threw up.
i guess i remember why i never exercise - cause i'm too stupid to stop until i'm physically ill.
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Post by Lawrence on Jun 8, 2010 12:07:30 GMT
I decided I would listen to the Patrick Wolf EP for the first time in ages.
I stood up and got a bit of a heardush, I've had this before. Vision goes black but normally passes. I put my hands on the ceiling and stretched out but then kinda lost conciousness and fell to the floor twisting my ankle as I went... I'm a bit worried, that's never happened before.
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Post by Rhiflect on Jun 8, 2010 12:48:34 GMT
wat. That is terrifying! I hope you're okay..
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Post by jay on Jun 8, 2010 14:21:40 GMT
I decided I would listen to the Patrick Wolf EP for the first time in ages. I stood up and got a bit of a heardush, I've had this before. Vision goes black but normally passes. I put my hands on the ceiling and stretched out but then kinda lost conciousness and fell to the floor twisting my ankle as I went... I'm a bit worried, that's never happened before. postural hypotension? get thee to a doctor! |
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Post by Lawrence on Jun 8, 2010 14:40:46 GMT
is it serious? I already have to see the doctor for about three other things  i'll add it to the list |
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Post by jay on Jun 8, 2010 15:01:21 GMT
it might be serious if you're blacking out upon standing and then hurting yourself i get it sometimes, it tends to go through a period of getting worse and then getting better (i've passed out on standing before as well and woken up on the bathroom floor like wtf??). i don't know if there's much they can do to treat it other than giving you something to try and regulate your blood pressure but then if you have to see the doctor for other stuff, perhaps it's related and they can get it all at once. it's worth mentioning it anyway. |
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Post by helwin tins on Jun 8, 2010 22:47:02 GMT
I decided I would listen to the Patrick Wolf EP for the first time in ages. I stood up and got a bit of a heardush, I've had this before. Vision goes black but normally passes. I put my hands on the ceiling and stretched out but then kinda lost conciousness and fell to the floor twisting my ankle as I went... I'm a bit worried, that's never happened before. NOOO POOR LAWRENCE |
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Post by Lawrence on Jun 9, 2010 0:08:07 GMT
I'll be ok! I was reading about it and it's probably because I'm anaemic
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Post by Rhiflect on Jun 9, 2010 12:54:04 GMT
You're anaemic?
EAT STEAK
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Post by tara on Jun 9, 2010 12:54:03 GMT
Yes, i was thinking about that. Anemia. My sister used to have those "black holes", where vision becomes black (she was anaemic at that time) and i know that sometimes when you're anaemic, you can kinda lose consciousness, as you said. Maybe it's related to that. As Jay said, your three problems might be related...Anemia could explain that. But anyway, you must see a doctor, maybe i'm totally wrong  I hope you'll feel better soon! |
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Post by jay on Jun 9, 2010 13:23:57 GMT
^ or up your leafy greens intake, ensuring you also have enough vitamin c and calcium to absorb optimum amounts of iron  |
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