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Post by heidi on Sept 16, 2005 12:31:06 GMT
hi there, i'm new... i'm 16 years old and from switzerland... that's because i can't speak/wirte english very well... please ignore mistakes...  hmm, my hobbies are: listening to music, play flute, reading, meet friends, go to concerts, this whole normal 08/15 stuff, you kow...  ähm, another important thing about me... i'm ill... and i mean very, very, very ill... i have cancer and it don't looks good for me (something like less than 10% chance to be health again) and next week i'll have chemotherapie... i had the first diagnosis two years ago, had chemo and operations and stuff... then it was good for one year and now the tumor is back, so it starts all over again... but i will manage it, i'm pretty sure... nevertheless it sucks!!!  PS: sind sunscht no schwiizer do??? |
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Post by AnneYgerne on Sept 16, 2005 15:38:30 GMT
Hi and welcome on the message board!
Your introduction is very moving... and if you agree, we'll go through this all together!
"Stay in magic and beauty"
Anne
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Post by AnneYgerne on Sept 16, 2005 18:25:14 GMT
and don't forget to check for messages every now and then... just clic on "message" next to "hello heidi, you have X messages" |
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Post by francesca on Sept 19, 2005 20:59:31 GMT
Good to meet you, Heidi!
We certainly wish you the best.
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Post by heidi on Sept 26, 2005 14:12:54 GMT
hmmm, the firs chemo is done... at the moment i'm feeling ok (just very tired), wich is surprsing after e chemo, and it may change... i can stay for 2 weeks at home and i'm happy about it... then afterwards another chemo will follow, what means some more days in hospital with feeling sick and stuff...  but at the moment i have so much hope, that's kind of astonishing (?) me... whatever, at the moment everything is ok and i persuaded my mother to cook a pumpkin soup tomorrow...  lol |
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Post by turtlefriedrice on Sept 26, 2005 14:21:03 GMT
hi heidi! good luck. keep hope alive.
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Post by heidi on Oct 10, 2005 16:49:22 GMT
erm... i have to go to hospital tomorrow for the next chemo... i'm afraid...  but on saturday i will be back home... and i hope this one won't be as unpleasant as the last one... (i had 10 chemos so far and i can say that everyone was different from the other...) so bye for now, wish me luck... |
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Post by White Onyx Elephant on Oct 10, 2005 19:58:18 GMT
i wish you loads and loads of luck and hope and strength! see you soon!
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omgzboheme
Libertine
but we dont talk about that
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Post by omgzboheme on Oct 10, 2005 21:33:22 GMT
hey.
thats very touching and sad. I hope it will all turn out good for you. you seem to be very optimistic (refers to "but i will manage it, i'm pretty sure...")
xxx
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Post by heidi on Oct 16, 2005 13:31:19 GMT
i'm pretty optimistic... if i wouldn't be, i would not have the power to make a therapie, wich nearly kills me... i'm now home again... the chemo was... horrible... have you ever felt sick for 5 days without a break... well, i was acting like a six year old child: i cried a lot and just wanted to go home, wanted it to stop... and now i feel embarrassed about it... it sucks... but now i'm happy that it is over for one more time and that i can stay at home for 2 weeks... catch my normal life back, you know, go to school, buy some cd's, stuff like that... if i just wouldn't feel so weak...  |
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omgzboheme
Libertine
but we dont talk about that
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Post by omgzboheme on Oct 16, 2005 14:39:26 GMT
aww i am glad you are back again!
it doesnt sound that nice, obviously. :'-(
i hope you will enjoy your two weeks of normal life again...
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Post by MissBlue on Oct 16, 2005 16:22:38 GMT
hedi, i'm glad your back home.
stay strong sweets, i know its hard.
i dont have cancer but i have another disease that has caused me lots of trouble over the last few years.
my thoughts are with you.
xxxxx
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Post by AnneYgerne on Oct 16, 2005 18:28:37 GMT
hi!
I'm sending you all the strength I possibly can at the moment! Viel mut! Ich denke an dir!!!! Tschüüüüss und bis bald!!!!
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Post by heidi on Oct 16, 2005 18:37:45 GMT
thank you all... |
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Post by heidi on Nov 5, 2005 22:45:07 GMT
hi you... the last weeks weren't that good as i hoped they would be... i had an infection and fever and stuff, had to be some days in the hospital and needed to take antibiotica for 2 weeks... then they had to postpone the chemo because of the antibiotica and i was feeling too bad...
and tomorrow i have to go to the hospital again for some days because of the next chemo... so i won't be here in the forums the next days... bye for now and wish me luck...
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Post by petitess on Nov 5, 2005 22:53:20 GMT
Good luck dear!
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Post by tombland on Nov 5, 2005 23:16:04 GMT
Best wishesand good luck. My heart is with you...
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joli
Empress
Je ne connais qu'un seul devoir et c'est celui d'aimer.
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Post by joli on Nov 6, 2005 0:17:45 GMT
hi heidi
I really hope all's turning for the better. keep up your admirable positive spirit. will be in thought with you... bis bald!
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sot
Apparition
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Post by sot on Nov 6, 2005 17:32:35 GMT
I really hope that everything will be okay. Don't loose your hope. Stay optimistic. xxx |
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Post by 0-0 on Nov 12, 2005 18:58:55 GMT
Oh Heidi, take care xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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