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Post by heidi on Nov 13, 2005 18:19:31 GMT
thank you all guys!
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Post by joli on Nov 13, 2005 19:50:09 GMT
Hei di doo!!! Was just wondering very much, how you are fareing... and I'm really glad to get a sign from you! Keep it up!
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Post by heidi on Nov 13, 2005 19:59:58 GMT
hey, ich han grad gmerkt, dass du us dr schwiiz bisch... schön, jetzt simmer scho 3 schwiizer doo im forum... and at the moment i'm feeling pretty good, i was yesterday on a concert from coldplay and it turned my mood from a low point into pretty good...
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Post by owl on Nov 13, 2005 20:09:45 GMT
I´m glad to hear that you are doing well Heidi
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Post by AnneYgerne on Nov 14, 2005 14:00:28 GMT
Ich denke sehr oft an dir!!!! ich hoffe bald noch mahl mit dir chatten zu können!!!! Mein schriftliches deutsch wird ja immer besser (denke ich doch, oder? na ja ...) ;D Bis bald!!!!! Anne
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Post by heidi on Dec 16, 2005 8:03:15 GMT
hey guys, i just wanna say i'm still alive... i had some complications in the therapy and was in the hospital durin nearly 4 weeks, but slowly i feel better... there is much more about it but my english is far to bad to describe the whole thing... but i have no idea, how my future will be like... i just know that i'm fucking tired and weak at the moment (body and soul)...
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Post by littlepirate on Dec 16, 2005 9:09:35 GMT
oh hi heidi! really nice to hear from you. i really hope you get throught it all. all the best from me...
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Post by AnneYgerne on Dec 16, 2005 9:42:16 GMT
ich war schon am wundern was mit dir loss war!!! gut dich endtlich wider mal zu lesen!!!! Ich wünche dir so viel mut!!! Meine Scala fotos sinds noch immer nicht entwikkelt (sorry) aber du wirst die erste sein der sie sieht sobald ich sie habe!!! versprochen!!!! bis dan kanns du hier von unser Advent Kalender etwas naschen ;D ;D ;D => home.arcor.de/threesirens/adventskalender.html(was it ok you, my german? I'm trying hard to improve, you know ;D) Read you very very very very very soon!!!!!!!!
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Post by owl on Dec 16, 2005 18:22:13 GMT
Na dann erhol Dich mal schnell damit Du bald wieder am Forumleben teilnehmen kannst
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Post by joli on Dec 17, 2005 1:34:49 GMT
So gooood to know you're back!!! I'm really glad you're withstanding the helter skelter of your illness. Wish you all the strength you need to go through this. Keep in touch! Mach's guet!
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Post by Emma W on Dec 17, 2005 14:22:50 GMT
It's so great to have you back here !! I wish you so much luck and strenght to get through all this. Emma
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Post by heidi on Dec 21, 2005 8:26:03 GMT
the chemo is over... it was planned to do 4 normal chemos and 2 with an even higher dose (?)... and it was also planned to do this as long as it all works... and it didn't... this complication i had, it was an infect, a big one and my body just wasn't able to fight it... i think i nearly died on it... i was 4 days long not really able to speak... was totally confused, telling soemthing about a hot-air balloon and some stuff like that... but acctually i don't remember anything of those things and i totally lost my memories for 2 weeks... i just can't remember anything at all and i think it's better as if i would...
so acctually the desicion was clear... from our side and from the oncology (?), too...
i had now 3 from the normal chemos and it was definitely not easy...
acctually i'm happy that it is over but just afraid that it was maybe not enough... i mean i did everything... but now my body is probably to weak for some more therapy... or for such a aggressive one like i had...
i don't know if i'm healthy... well, acctually nobody does, right? but i know that i don't have a tumor anywhere in my body at the moment...
so everythings ok, i'm recovering slowly but i have to take about 50 pills a week... i will probably go for 2 weeks or so into a special clinic for some more recovering, because i think it could help me... and then i think i start to live a normal life again... as long as it works...
thanks for all the support!!!!
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Post by owl on Dec 21, 2005 18:39:03 GMT
*sighs of relief I'm happy to hear that you start recovering take care
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Post by AnneYgerne on Dec 21, 2005 20:01:40 GMT
I really hope everything is gonna be ok for you in the future!!! I hope we'll have the opportunity to meet... at a Patrick Wolf concert, who knows? Anyway, it would be great to. I'm sending you all my strength and support!!!!
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Post by dancyxyz on Dec 21, 2005 22:05:01 GMT
hey heidi - sounds awful what you've been going through - one of my friends had it and lost all her hair. I can't imagine the pain that you've been through. btw - you live in basel - in a few days time (the 2cnd of january) i shall be flying there to ski in davos; it is a lovely place - we always stop to have a quick wander before catching the train on. Good luck and all the best..
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Post by joli on Dec 23, 2005 18:55:29 GMT
Hoi Heidi
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Post by joli on Dec 23, 2005 19:04:51 GMT
Sorry the treatment was so violent... but you're strong! Stay in beauty and just keep on going! A good rest with adequate treatment will certainly help you to recover quickly... or I really hope so. Wish you all the same a heart warming winter time. Keep us posted. Send you my best wishes and hope next time you can give us a positive report!
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Post by heidi on Dec 23, 2005 23:26:38 GMT
how much shit does fit in one life??? 2 days ago a cousin of mine died...without a reason... he was 39 years old, healthy... he played a handball play and afterward he broke down (? 'zusammen gebrochen')... and died... i mean, i would lie if i'd say that i knew him well but i knew him... and it's just weird... and confusing... and i still don't know, what i should say... some of the rare moments i was speechless was when my mother told me about his death... and a aunt of mine is having a depression... not the first time because her half life is a whole up and down... she always spend the chrismas with us... and she stayed at our home all the holidays... but this year not because of my illness... and now she's alone and i'm worried about her... this chrismas will be definitely a lot of fun... and i'm sorry because i turned this thread into a kind of... umm... i don't know... rubbish for the things in my life wich are not ok... oh, and merry christmas... anyway...
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Post by AnneYgerne on Dec 23, 2005 23:49:18 GMT
don't worry, it's ok that you're telling us... some bundles are heavier to carry around than others and talking about it can be a good relieving thing... I wish you a Merry Christmas... well as merry as it can possibly turn out to be in the end...
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Post by kilya on Dec 24, 2005 8:18:47 GMT
aber viel leute sprechen hier deutsch! ich freue mich, nice to know that this forum isnt just in english.... and heidi you have all support you need even from my far country
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