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Post by triplepurple on Aug 31, 2008 4:52:39 GMT
dearest, nearest, queerrest and weirdest.......................
jesus FUCKING christ.......
so today I attend one of my favourite irish cousins weddings, and i grit my teeth through the catholic blessings, cry myself to empathy via the love confessions they both confess and sware to each other. fierk and kitsy, i wish you both the hugest love forever, i had a slight homophpbic attack where after having a gun shaped fist held to my head, and being told someone wanted to kill me..... (seriously, since when was a pair of knee length socks and and a serious you want to kill me then i kill you first attitude became a bit too much to deal with.... i ended up kicking some shit in the head for literally stepping back thirty years in gay and feminist rights. I dont apppreciate some neandrathrall telling me i should be dead for being in a long term relationship with my beautiful husband.... i have to tell you, i have two albums coming out soon.... think, smashing pumpkins, kate bush, im going double, double, trouble, thats why im taking so long, one disk is heartbroken and in deep dispair, one is in deep dark joy dedicated to my new love, my old and forever love, william the conqueror, ok..... i better leave, my irish cousins are begging for a go on the intranet.... i just realised its been an age and a half since i communicated, the album has been in my blood for a year and much more.... the label think it will be a disaster, im sure, as it comes more from the bottom of my heart than even lycanthropy, about my fathers cancer, my solitude, my true love, my irish roots, everything that has touched me to the core in the last year.... ok, im rambling i must go.... i hAVE been told by my relative that i must go............... oh shut me the fuck up.............pw..xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx i love y'alllllll
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Post by thornyking on Aug 31, 2008 5:01:59 GMT
Ah, so good to hear an update. It sounds very rushed and frank. Encounters like that make me feel so disappointed with people in general, the bit of an attack. People are so rude, and if they don't like something, they can at least keep to themselves.
The album sounds exciting, and a complete turnaround from the last. Two discs!
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Post by santosai on Aug 31, 2008 5:44:22 GMT
Im very excited for this new album.
I think it will be the best yet.
And its good to hear hes still having a wonderful relationship with his boyfriend!
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Post by Rhiflect on Aug 31, 2008 10:22:24 GMT
Oh wow! I'm glad he's happy as larry with his new man. And it really IS a double album? Seeing (or hearing about) is believing, i feel. I'm LOVING the sound of heartbreak and despair.. and the happy stuff, obvs. I hate that some people still can't deal with gays and suchlike. HELLO, 21ST CENTURY?! Cripes. His dad has cancer. Blimey. All my love to him and his dad, that must be awful.
Edit: There's been some editing, apparently:
The title is now relative values.........
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Post by catmiaow on Aug 31, 2008 10:31:10 GMT
oh patrick.
i love you.
a patrick double album from the bottom of his heart sounds like fucking perfection.
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Post by choolin firth on Aug 31, 2008 10:34:53 GMT
Last night I dreamt that I heard the new album before anyone else. Now its two albums? Fantastic!
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Post by Chloë on Aug 31, 2008 14:17:27 GMT
This made me happy!  |
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Post by alysiabfk on Aug 31, 2008 14:40:31 GMT
Two albums, oh no! too good!
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Post by jay on Aug 31, 2008 15:50:47 GMT
this is so, so double-edged. on the one hand, i'm incredibly happy and excited for this double album business. also happy for william the conqueror news. but ah... my heart goes out to him and his family right now. i'm not making any sense but yeah. :/
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Post by chloelovespw on Sept 1, 2008 0:58:36 GMT
jeez, all of his blog posts are like emotional roller coasters:
depression, happiness, excitement, despair, etc.
but you know what? i love it.
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Post by catmiaow on Sept 1, 2008 9:08:41 GMT
patrick left this comment on his bloggie -
"thanks all of you....
I must say, i had drunk a bit too much congac last night, so i was not the most eloquent i could be, but I will stick by my words....
I seriously want to share something with y'all, i am so ready for my album to come out and start touring now, but unfortunately, there are still a few perfectionist streaks in me that make want to mother and father these albums a bit more before I know theyre finished, im gonna tell you, the new album is also super tough and inspired alot by becoming sick and tired of ugly cunts shouting words that should have been made illegal sixty years ago at me as i walk down the street, by my boyfriend having his face covered in blood by three butt ugly homophobes as i held his hand and..... in return used my sexy legs to protect us both on the way home to our apartment... (kung fu is the best way to protect yourself and the one you love btw, i dont promote human violence, but i am a werewolf after all, funny things happen when your blood runs cold and the moon is full)
I thought.. i would share with you my new favourite lyrics to my new favourite song, it may be along time before i ....
the song is called blackdown, its about the downs near my where my parents live, and a moment that changed my life last year, the wreck that I was, the person i could have been......
and i walked west sussex sunlight
up by dead mans pool
where ma, mudlarck and lewes
stared me down, you drunken fool
old teenage debts engulfed my chest
as i contemplate death
put a challenge to its glamour
and all its loss and glory
wet afternoon breath
was taken deep into my lungs
thinking of the man i must become
my story has just begun
and i will be returning to myself soon
for i've been alone for too many
of the great moments in my life
alone like so many
but at this moment in my life.....
father, father, any way i can help yee?
I am only just growing better to know thee....
thankyou for all the things you've given to our family...
given with your heart to your wife and my sister and me...
now i look out west of battle where our ancestors lie in grave,
out to brede where the blacksmith put root to our family name...
I get proud of my birthright,
think of the things i must leave
when i leave behind the city
and the living
finally
(the temple of the winds blows, until the boy wakes from his six year slumber... alive, alone, we take the next step)
desire
desire
deep down inside of me
you are not the maker nor the master of me
help me to better support my family
to better better of a brother be....
desire
desire
deep down inside of me
you are not the wrecker nor the ruler of me
desire
desire
deep down in me
iv'e been alone for so many of these great moments in my life...
alone like so many
but at this moment of my life
desire, despair and death
i challenge thee......
all as i walked up on blackdown
xxx pw"
PW sounds like the modern embodiment of Hardy's Wessex poetry here...perhaps the biggest compliment I can give.
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Post by jay on Sept 1, 2008 12:19:10 GMT
oh, my heart...
i hope patrick was wearing his platforms while he kicked some homophobe arse. my stomach seriously dropped while reading that. some people can be total c-units, what the fuck.
i'm so looking forward to this album. the emotion in it seems so raw.
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Post by TiaraStripes on Sept 1, 2008 12:48:40 GMT
I'm sure I remember a couple of those lyrics from the Nan Goldin show.
This blog makes me happy because of the albums, but it's sort of overshadowed by the sad. It sounds as if he's being strong though
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Post by stentorsrevenge on Sept 1, 2008 13:29:34 GMT
I was a bit confused by the "female reproductive organs" part, but then I realized this forum's filter had caught the "c-word."  |
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Post by Xteenuh on Sept 1, 2008 15:13:30 GMT
I found this blog very exciting. Weddings, death threats, William the Conqueror, double album, OH MY GOODNESS.
Also I'm excited to hear those lyrics in song, I completely love the "desire desire deep down inside of me, you are not the maker nor the master of me".
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Post by chloelovespw on Sept 1, 2008 16:46:44 GMT
i'm so excited. and horrified.
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Post by xxChris <3 on Sept 1, 2008 18:43:43 GMT
i can't wait! i am so excited! i hope he comes back to Boston because i didn't get to see him the last time he was here........  |
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Post by Rhiflect on Sept 1, 2008 19:07:59 GMT
OH lordy, it got better (well, apart from the kung-fu patrick bit vs homophobes. Although the bit about the sexy legs did make me laugh through the utter despair at humanity.) Those lyrics are just.. awesome. The bit about being alone for the important parts in life, 'alone like so many' almost set me off crying. I CANNOT WAIT for this raw, emotion-packed patrickesque album. Oh, tingles.
And Patrick, i really don't think 98% of this forum care that it's taking some time to get this album perfect. It's better that way, right?
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Post by newslang on Sept 1, 2008 19:13:24 GMT
And Patrick, i really don't think 98% of this forum care that it's taking some time to get this album perfect. It's better that way, right? I still feel like the last album just came out. And double album! I feel like he did mention it might be that a while ago, but then it seemed it wouldn't, so glad that it's going to be. Judging by those lyrics it is going to be a very personal album. I'm not saying the others weren't, but maybe this one will be even more. Really sad about his father...sending positive vibes over the pond. |
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Post by hex object on Sept 2, 2008 2:55:24 GMT
Man I feel so outta the loop, I should visit more often!
He's dating a man? Since when? Oh if I were only that man...
Double album and future tour sound fantastic. Can't fucking wait.
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