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Post by franklyimfrances on Mar 30, 2011 22:53:22 GMT
Why hello, I havnt posted here for ages but i feel like a bit of an open-up sesh so here we go.. Boy problems - well sort of, i will explain.
I have a friend whos a boy, i'v been chatting to him quite alot lately who iv known him for ages. He tells me that hes bisexual and in love with another boy he hangs out with quite a bit, lets call him boy 2, and boy 2 knows boy 1 loves him. I have feeling for boy two.
Boy one (the one i have known most my life) tells me that he is madly in love with the other boy, and thinks about him alot; I feel really sorry for him as boy two does not love him. The boy who i have feelings for as does my friend tells him that I am a 'plain Jane' because i am so shy etc etc, But suddenly he starts trying to talk to me loads so i asked the first friend why he thought that might be and he spoke to the guy he liked, and told him that i thought it was strange.
I messaged the 'oh wonderful' boy in question to tell him that i didnt MIND him talking to me more and it was fine only to get a short, blunt reply back. Today my close friend told me that he was actually in love with me also and i told him that i had feeling for boy two. Ok so it turns out that my close friend TOLD the boy we like that he loves me (possibly explaining why popular self-obbsessed him keeps talking to me more, to make friend jealous?!) AND the popular boy has been getting changed and stuff in front of my friend, possible to rub it in.. Now everythings confusing and stupid so i felt like telling someone, although as i tried not to use names, it will be very hard to read.
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Post by niwo on Mar 31, 2011 9:06:56 GMT
^oh wow, that's sucky and hell of a triangle O.o . and sounds like boy 2 is a bit of a douche.
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Post by jay on Mar 31, 2011 15:27:37 GMT
so uh. totally think that the falafel wrap i ate on saturday night has disagreed with me. missed work yesterday and am so not going in today. the toilets are halfway across the fucking warehouse.
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Post by niwo on Apr 1, 2011 21:44:31 GMT
^what's this "wolfboard" you're talking about?
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Post by jeezny on Apr 3, 2011 23:52:35 GMT
my foot's asleep
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Post by la sorcière on Apr 5, 2011 18:23:16 GMT
A very nasty cold.
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Post by niwo on Apr 7, 2011 20:46:36 GMT
i can't decide between the rather painful cough, the fever and the bucketload of snot that came out of me... i guess it was the combination, but i'm yet undecided...
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Post by jay on Apr 10, 2011 23:38:57 GMT
so so brokenhearted. we just rushed my cat to the pet hospital to put her down. i had her since i was 7. my poor baby. fuck.
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Post by newslang on Apr 10, 2011 23:57:38 GMT
Aw Jay so sorry. I went through that with both my dogs (had them my whole life basically!).. I know how hard it is! But you have to remember it is the best thing for them, even though it's so heartbreaking
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Post by wakefromthysleep on Apr 11, 2011 0:19:54 GMT
that's so sad . I'm sorry.
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Post by sueme on Apr 11, 2011 12:56:40 GMT
But you have to remember it is the best thing for them, even though it's so heartbreaking There was a time after my dog died when I couldn't hear this kind of stuff anymore. Just remember Jay: You have every right to be sad now. Having problems with the invitation cards for my parents silver wedding. I messed up the picture and now I have to do it again...
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Post by niwo on Apr 11, 2011 15:52:35 GMT
sorry to hear jay i'm on a rollercoaster with my cold, by calculation it should be gone since yesterday... also i had to leave hamburg again and i really liked it there, to be welcomed back home with a lovely traffic jam (*waves to hamburg-person who reads this but doesn't have an account * /hint )
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Post by Rosie The Red on Apr 11, 2011 19:15:04 GMT
Jay, that's awful, I'm sorry. Best wishes and hugs. <3
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Post by wakefromthysleep on Apr 11, 2011 23:34:32 GMT
child porn scandal going on in my village! guess where police found it.. catholic church! what a surprise... in the priest's office. I live next to said church. It's just on the other side of the street and it's mainly built of stone but I feel like burning it down!
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Post by jay on Apr 12, 2011 11:31:40 GMT
ugh ugh ugh at that.
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Post by tara on Apr 23, 2011 12:44:47 GMT
A whole family's been killed, in my neighbourhood. They were missing for 3 weeks and some days ago the police entered the house and found the mother and the children have been killed. The police thinks the father killed them. How can someone do that? I know there's presumption of innocence, but if it's him (they really think it's him), how can he kill his whole family and just leave them there and go away? Everyone's upset here. I see this house everyday, it's weird now.
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Post by glumbumble on Apr 23, 2011 13:15:36 GMT
Holy shit Tara, that is HORRIBLE . I keep hearing about it on the news and I can't even imagine how strange it must be to actually be near where it happened. Hugs <3
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Post by newslang on Apr 23, 2011 14:25:39 GMT
I saw that on the news! It's just... sickening.
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Post by thehazelwoodfaye on Apr 25, 2011 22:52:25 GMT
I kind of avoid to be negative or to think too much about the shit that happens in my life, but today I just can't cope with it, I have to get rid of it... ok. today, about an hour or so before I had to catch my train to get back to where I study (have been with my family for Easter), my brother told me and my sister in a half sentence in a kind of rushed way that he was actually bisexual and that he had known it for like always ... well i assume since he hit puberty. of course not the fact that he was bi made me feel miserable, but that he had never told us about it. he had told it our mother last christmas and my elder sister and the new friends he has made in the Czech Rep. where he's doing his alternative service. but before that he had never told anybody about it, not his friends at school or elsewhere. he kind of buried it all deep inside him, which kind of explains a lot and makes me sick, because he didn't even trust us, his family enough to tell anything. and we were extremly close in our childhood. and when he went trough puberty he changed from a funny, lighthearted boy into this seemingly cold and secretive person, who felt ever so quickly offended and who would withdraw from our society so often and who over all acted sometimes like he had no feelings at all. I couldn't cope with that and we grew apart from each other. he never talked about his feelings, or girls and never went out with anyone as far as I know. sometimes I had the feeling he prefered his friends over us and trusted them more than his siblings and it made me sad and angry. after he had told us that he was bisexual I asked him why he hadn't told us before and all he said was, he thought it would have been to difficult at school (yes we live deep in the country) as if he didn't trust us that we wouldn't have told anyone outside our family. as if it were the same to tell it his friends at school as to tell it his sisters. I know, I should be happy for him that he finally has had the strenght to come out and live what he feels (and I really am happy for him), but it feels so wrong that he didn't trust any of us all this years. I know I never could have denied or hidden those feelings and I'm so sad he felt he had to and didn't confide in us. we could have made it all easier for him (at least I like to imagine that) and I know all of us would've stood behind him. it makes me angry he didn't trust us and it makes me unhappy he did go through it all alone. I don't know whether this is now a chance for a new start for our relationship or a new crisis... all of you who have read all this: thanks... I feel like a complete nerdish emo now, but maybe some of you can relate to what I'm going through at the moment. normally I really don't lament on the net. I hope your day wasn't so back-breaking, take care.
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Post by shannon on Apr 25, 2011 23:27:24 GMT
I don't know whether this is now a chance for a new start for our relationship or a new crisis... a new start! things are what you make them, it's not what happens that defines you, it's how you deal with it i understand completely that you're sad about it, i think the thought of my brother feeling like he had to go through that alone would break my heart too. but i think it's not necessarily that he didn't trust you, maybe just that telling anyone, in any way would essentially be 'coming out', like even though he 'knew' maybe he wasn't ready to acknowledge it so directly. putting something into words for another person makes things so much more real, official in a way. And knowing that other people are thinking about it too makes it feel kind of omnipresent, and maybe he just wanted things to feel normal. i'm not saying it wouldn't have been easier for him if he'd told you, but don't feel like it's a betrayal that he didn't. it just sometimes takes a long time to be able to acknowledge things, and i guess going to the czech republic gave him a chance to test out who he was, cause it's scary to ripple the waters at home where things are safe. you can't change the past, and what matters is that he's told you now - that he wanted to tell you. so he obviously wants your relationship to be better sorry to go oooon so long, the thought of a rift growing between siblings cause of this made me panic i hope things work out!
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