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Post by illusion on Jan 24, 2011 17:07:42 GMT
Ohh, I'm sorry, Sorrow By Nature. That really is a lot to handle... I hope it'll get easier and soon! I live in Finland so I understand the lack of light. I'm waiting for the light to come as well...
I also have trouble with social events. I have already chosen not to go for a few times and because of that I feel I'm an outsider. I just don't know how to party. That's why I'm pretty nervous about the oncoming, big School-is-over-for-good party. Oh dear.
And then I'm stressing out because of school (final exams, other exams etc.) aaand because of pretasks for the university and polytechnic I'm applying for. Too much to do in way too little time!
So I guess it's "what didn't make my 2-3 months".
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Post by jay on Jan 27, 2011 15:47:41 GMT
hahaha, my ex texted me and said "heard you have a job now. well done."
patronising c-unit.
eta: how did i forget the board has a filter.
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Post by Rosie The Red on Jan 27, 2011 22:43:50 GMT
^The filter kind of made my day. Sucks about your ex... though, yes, you DO have a job, which is brilliant, I'm glad for you, and if he want's to be a dick about it that's his problem.. What didn't make my day: trying to choose A-levels. I'm trying to choose between five - Performance Studies, French, Geography, Physics, Chemistry. Almost certainly going to do French, but the others... I just can't choose! I keep freaking out about it and crying, which is lame of me but I can't help it. It feels like such a big decision, and whatever I choose I will rule out things that I might want to do, but I don't know at the moment! How am I supposed to know now what I want to do in two years, or even one??! I feel lost and confused. Every time I feel as though I've made a decision, I'll have a Chem lesson or go to a production rehearsal and get thrown back into my indecision. And the teachers aren't helping, because they all just say they'd love to have me but understand if I can't do their subject, and just tell me it's my decision. I really hate decisions; I suck at making them. {Of those subjects I mentioned before, I need to choose three. I'm doing four A-levels, but the option blocks at my school are crappy for me, so all five subjects only appear in three of the option blocks... *angry fist shake*} Any ideas would really help?
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Post by franklyimfrances on Jan 27, 2011 22:58:30 GMT
Oh no Rosie that sounds really scary, hope you mannage to mae a decision. Your only 15! Il be fifteen and its scary to think il be making those decisions soon..
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Post by glumbumble on Jan 28, 2011 11:06:44 GMT
If it is any consolation, I'm out of high school, having a shitty year of med school, and still don't know what I want to do later...
I don't know how it works in the UK though, in France you have to choose whether you want a Literary, Scientific, or Economic education in high school.
I'd say choose the things you like because you're going to have to study them for the next year, and according to what kind of studies you'd like to do afterwards....you must have an idea, of like, what sector you'd like to study right? If not, try to see a counsellor maybe, it could help, if your teachers aren't helping you make the decision.
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Post by Rosie The Red on Jan 29, 2011 17:43:45 GMT
If it is any consolation, I'm out of high school, having a shitty year of med school, and still don't know what I want to do later... I don't know how it works in the UK though, in France you have to choose whether you want a Literary, Scientific, or Economic education in high school. I'd say choose the things you like because you're going to have to study them for the next year, and according to what kind of studies you'd like to do afterwards....you must have an idea, of like, what sector you'd like to study right? If not, try to see a counsellor maybe, it could help, if your teachers aren't helping you make the decision. I think, my problem is I'm not sure what I want to do in the future, not because I have no idea but because I feel I have two career paths I'd like/love to venture upon, and I can't decide. On the one hand, I'd like to go into geography/geology, because it's really interesting and I just generally enjoy it. It's sciency and from what I gather fairly well paid, and the kind of thing I think people expect me to be. But on the other hand, I would love to be able to be something to do with the theatre. Probably not performing because I'm not great at singing, but working backstage or lighting or something. I suppose at the moment, doing this kind of thing for the annual school production is what I really love to do, but I don't know if that's because I love doing it or because I love the people. A bit of each really I suppose. If I did what I really wanted to spend years of my life doing, I think this is the option I'd choose right now. But I'm just worried that this is short-sighted of me; yes, it's what I want to do now, but what about in ten years? Plus, I don't think my parents would be particularly happy with me. They're generally accepting, and let us make our own decisions/mistakes, but something like this might just be a bit too far. Sorry if I sound whingey or young and ignorant or anything everybody, I probably am at the moment.
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Post by franklyimfrances on Jan 29, 2011 18:44:08 GMT
^^ I think you have to decide whether you would still enjoy doing drama if the people you were doing it with wern't the same people. I know i'd do drama, but its up to you.. and you dont have to be something just because people expect you to do it. Reach for the stars Rosie etc haha! Good luck
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Post by glumbumble on Jan 29, 2011 19:14:04 GMT
^^Exactly. Don't do something people expect you to. Do something you really like. You really enjoy. Don't persuade yourself you like something you don't like that much. (I did, and did what I thought was the most sensible, but I realized I don't actually want to do this...)
And wow, geology? I hated it in high school, your science teachers must make it really interesting! I mean it is interesting, but we spent so much time on it and maybe it wasn't explained well.
Do see a councellor though. If you have those people who are here to tell you what you should do later. Is this going to affect what universities you go to? If you don't choose this or this subject, will it close the doors forever?
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Post by franklyimfrances on Jan 29, 2011 19:34:06 GMT
What hasn't made my day is my mum being completly up-tight and grumpy. I hate being under 16 because your parents can actually decide what you do. I'm going on this skiing trip with school and she persuaded me to save up a fair bit of money for it. Theres way more than i actually need, your only allowed to take a certain amount though, and iv got too much. The thing is she wont let me spend the exess money on what i want.. Its my money so why wouldnt i be able to? And there not going to give me any more, oh noo they have to spend that on their fancy new bedroom with a balcony. Shes always been like this, to be fair she is paying for my skiing trip but she has to give me money to live and persue my hobbies.. I would really like to go on a trip with my swing band, and they are making me pay for it myself with money i dont have because they're not giving me any. She is acting like the most tight fisted stubborn woman. I was looking for a job, and i rang this kennels near my village but they said to ring back in May Unless I work at Wilkinsons or Aldi or somewhere like that i dont really think im going to be getting any money any time soon.
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Post by Xteenuh on Feb 6, 2011 17:02:17 GMT
I haven't gotten to cuddle with my cuddle boy in just over a week now. We have both been far too busy and he lives off campus. I am sad cuddle-deprived bear
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Post by sueme on Feb 6, 2011 17:44:37 GMT
being stuck at home with a fever didn't make my whole weekend, especially since i wanted to be at my cousin's birthday party. and i couldn't even enjoy the sunshine today.
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Post by newslang on Feb 14, 2011 0:16:27 GMT
My boyfriend and I broke up. I've been puffy eyed all night and day...and people keep trying to hug me to make me feel better but it just makes me feel worse. This sucks. It was, in relative terms, a really good break-up, though, so I should at least feel okay about that. I think we'll still stay friends. But I don't want to see/talk to him for a while.
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Post by lastgoodbye on Feb 14, 2011 12:53:38 GMT
Awh, Victoria That sucks, I hope you feel better soon <3
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Post by newslang on Feb 14, 2011 23:32:17 GMT
Thanks Florence ... I feel a lot better today, and I'm sure I'll still feel sad but I'm just taking it easy.
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Post by Rhiflect on Feb 16, 2011 20:24:49 GMT
Oh Victoria I'm sure it'll feel better in time, and I'm glad there was no animosity. Love from me and all of Wolfboard <3
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Post by 'm a fragment, but that's okay on Feb 22, 2011 19:14:42 GMT
Gaddafi makes me so bloody sick & angry! and now politics say they'd impose sanctions against him... so what? Why should he mind? He's still a happy rich man in his little castle whatever others ban. maah, he said he wants to die as a martyr, so why not let him die without thousands of people being killed in his stupid name? jeez, that makes me so extremly furious - i'm kinda pacifist, but, damn, he said he's going to start a massacre on his own people! How can we simply watch him doing so? Who's more sick, then?
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Post by lastgoodbye on Feb 27, 2011 2:15:20 GMT
TUMBLR WON'T LET ME LOG IN, AND I EVEN RESET MY PASSWORD SO I KNEW I WASN'T TYPING THE WRONG ONE, AND IT STILL WON'T LET ME LOG IN, AND I DON'T UNDERSTAND.
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Post by glumbumble on Feb 27, 2011 16:18:47 GMT
Tumblr's down I'm feeling very lonely. My 2 "friends", who don't even live near me, don't respond to my messages, and the one that did sent me one that clearly said that she was sick of me complaining. To which I replied that I wouldn't talk about it anymore and that she made me feel worse anyway anytime I talked to her about it. What does she care anyway, she's got a boyfriend and a group of friends now, I'm just a complete waste of time right. The other one, when I asked her if I could call in the week (because she's on vacation, otherwise I wouldn't dare, she's too busy) didn't even respond and when I called her she said "But you only sent that yesterday!". Well thanks, I always respond to your messages as soon as I get them. It's a stupid rant, but they're the only people I've got and trust and now I just feel very alone because I realized I can't rely on anyone.
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Post by newslang on Feb 27, 2011 16:42:13 GMT
GROUP ASSIGNMENT AND MIDTERM!!! Ahhhh!! I will love life so much more when I am done my undergrad. 6 more weeks!!!
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Post by sueme on Feb 28, 2011 14:09:17 GMT
That really sucks, glumbumble.
Thinking about my exams that already start tomorrow in two weeks wears me down. Especially when I remember that I have no real idea on what to do after I graduated...
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